I lose momentum far too quickly.

[arkratirma]

Interview with Melissa? - super happy, hope-filled, spirit-lifting day.

Today? - raining outside, feeling lazy, losing momentum.

I need to call BR about their school code, because it is not listed anywhere on the FAFSA website. Also, I need to contact someone at Sierra who can tell me about the Compass Test; it's a test I can take instead of the SAT that still measures English and math capabilities. Probably doesn't cost anything, either.

I need to churn out some life drawings for my application. I think one reason I procrastinate so much is from my fear of not being accepted and from then on not doing anything with my life. Or maybe it's vice versa: I feel I might not be accepted (which is a 50% possibility, of course), and therefore I procrastinate. It sucks.

But instead of complaining further, I shall finish my 150-word essay for the application.

Comments

[banka-flavored.livejournal.com]

I do that too, procrastinate in fear. I wonder why many people have it, youd think your instincts would soup up your energy level to get shit done because of fear XD but noooo lets lock stuff down

[arkratirma.livejournal.com]

I hear you on that one! You really would think you'd get stuff done as quickly as possible. Then my brain goes kaput and puts everything off. Argh, it's just like high school. =P